hmm interesting im not christian but i dont think any of use chose to be sexually attracted to kids. think about try not to be sexually attracted to women or men (whatever your taste is). can you ever control your thoughts? can anyone? i'm sure most people have thought about stuff like wanting to kill someone at least once in their lifetime. how many people actually do it? do you know why there isnt a thought police (yet)? people should be judged by their actions and only when those actions result in the harm of others. that's basically my philosophy.

i didnt choose this path to be a pedophile, believe me. this is not who i imagined my life would be when i was a kid. i can't stop thoughts from popping into my head like o i'd like to do him, but i can stop my actions from doing anything close to that.