I really do. I was never molested as a child, so I can't say that I know how you must feel, but I DO feel for you. But who knows what it is that makes us the way we are? Can we answer why we are attracted to boys...can anyone? There are many theories, but that is all they are...theories. I can remember all the times I had terrible conversations with myself and with God about this stuff. One time I just drove around in my car for hours, screaming at God at the top of my lungs,

"What the hell is this all about, man?!?"

I didn't get much of an answer right away, but in time I have come to believe that God has a plan for all of His children...even us. It hasn't been an easy road, but I have learned to relax and try to follow Him the best I can, knowing that He is well aware of everything there is to know about me. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I'm just glad we have each other as well as a loving Father who is our God.

With Love,
Chris