i've been told this many times. this is just who i am. to me he's worth it. for love and all.

life ain't worth living just for the sake of living. im not going to fight when i have nothing to fight for.

i'm going to be leaving this place for a while. too much negativity. thanks for all the advice over the years, even if i didnt take a lot of them. i'd rather take a chance and fail than to just sit by and grow old alone living a pointless life. i thought people would understand but apparently not as most of you here are resigned such a fate.