Hi Blackstone,

I'm glad to be a member of this board now and I think that will help me.

I didn't grow up in a christian family and I don't belong to a certain church. But I pray sometimes and I want to learn more about christianity.

I am attracted to boys since I was 15, my "age of attraction" is approximately 8 - 14. The boy dreams I have are strong but I never had sexual relationships with boys and I don't understand why some people can hurt boys in a sexual way. That's not what I dream of, I only dream of love. But I don't act out my dreams, if I knew a boy I would only be a good friend for him.

I'm 33 years old and I live alone. My depressions have often been bad the last few years and I had to take medicals. At the moment my work helps me and I thank God that I got that job.

I found the link to this board on boylinks recently and that's what led me to this forum. And I think it's just the right one for me.


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