I kind of disagree with Blackstone and marc. I didn't think it was boring, shota, and I don't think it's such a bad thing to have this imaginary boy image in your head. What matters is how you deal with it. I also think that if you know you're a boylover, you know your a boylover. I don't really think it's necessary at all to be so open to other parts of sexuality like Blackstone suggests. By all means, be open to a straight relationship is one shows itself and you are interested, and I guess the same goes for a homosexual same-aged relationship. But I think what Blackstone is suggesting is on the verge of self-denial.

But what do I know? I'm a young'n too.