after some thought...
Submitted by marc on 2009-12-26 14:00:51, Saturday
In reply to Re: fear submitted by marc on 2009-12-26 01:24:10, Saturday
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this is not a personal attack or anything but it's people like you that make me feel guilty about who i am. after exploring over many months, ive realised i feel very much like a parent who's lost a child. it's left a huge hole in my life that i still dunno how to fill. yes it's a big deal to me and yes i guess i cant stop thinking about it and yes i keep wondering what the hell happened and how i can i ever fix it or deal with it... so why do u have to say im obsessed? thats such an ugly word. why do u automatically go to the negative???? i guess part of me is still naiive and stupid for thinkin everyone on this board is going to be nice about things. honestly.. |
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