I often hear from depressed young boylovers that they could have had a fabulous life of love if they'd just had another sexuality.

In fact, if you look at divorce rates, at least half of those with the most easily accepted sexuality don't live such a life.

What matters is for us is accepting God's commission to GIVE love while we're here. Your real frustration is that you're not giving enough love. If you, for example, volunteered for Care or Christian Children's Fund, you might be just working in an office with adults in your spare time, but you would know that the love God put inside you was getting out there, casting sunshine into this sometimes rainy world.

Or, like Rainboy, you could be granted a special boy after many years of sweating it out, and be a perfect non-sexual match for him.

You ARE Unique, I agree with this too, and your unique love is needed here. Don't hide your light under a spray of blood. You're far too valuable to God and to humanity.