Hey bro,

I'be been in the suicidal place.... especially in the wreckless place... almost "accidentally" drove head on into an oncoming bus not too long ago.... :S
Knowing that killing myself would be a selfish act that would harm those I love and towards whom I had responsibilities was really about the only thing that kept me from going over the edge.
It's not fun.

I hear you dude.
I hear your pain.
I'm praying for you right now.

It is my belief that things won't always feel this bad for you and I want to encourage you to endure a while longer. Either way, put your hope in Christ for He loves you and understands your suffering better than I ever could. He is there for you and at the end of the day you won't be allowed to go home until He decides its your time.

Fuck society!... what do they know anyway!
Blessings
Cat.