I am at a lost on this:

For sexual attration labels dealing with child sex; (1)with children,I guess of all ages, male or females. and (2)Romantic sexual desires for boys
as in Boylovers, yet not like Pedophils, has me wondering how one stage can lead to the other; as in Female attration before Male attration, as in SSA= Same sex attraction.

All this along with questions of Morality, and I may add Law, has me wondering, not only where we are coming from; -But where are we going.

Deep stuff like this makes me understand why we need to 'Flee Fornication' [2Cor.6:18]- But look, most of my life has been with fornicators;- And now that I am in a Brotherhood that tells me to avoid them who are in that kind of brotherhood with me;- I read what I must do at [1Cor.5:1-13]

I feel like this: I need so much help; -And who knows more about a habit than as the ones who have the same habit to work on. So as one fornicator
to another I hope I can get as well as give the help I need.

And along with the Bible and God's Holy Spirit, I know it will be so.

For I feel I am indeed a lover of our young men and boys who look to us older guys for the Love, care and education they need as they grow from one stage to another.