Hello,
I am currently in a really tough situation, a place i do not wish to be in. I moved 4 months ago and started working for a new company on the ground floor, it was a great start, and a great place to be when this company starts to grow, and i will be making good money too. It has been 2 months now, and have had nothing but problems with this new company. I also accept the fact that a new business will come to these problems. But the problems have been bad, resulting in me and other coworkers being layed off 3 times now. I have yet to get 40 hours in a week, and never got the bonus we were suppose to get for sticking with the company. My last paycheck bounced which resulted in me being broke with no food for a few days.

I just found out yesterday, as i came to work, was told we are layed off again until Sept. 1st. This is so frustrating! Work for 2 weeks, get layed off for 2, come back for a week, then off again for 10 days etc. I was unable to pay my rent for this month. And now flying back to where my home is, where i have family. I have the plane ticket so that is good. I call the other place home, since this is where my family is at. But i have left there several times because of family putting me down, not being for me etc. And now i am forced to go back there. But i have no other choice.

I will arrive there in 10 days, and still, not one family member has told me i can stay with them for a short while. Because of my job status, i will arrive with less money, and no money to get my own place. I need to count on my family for help, but right now, it is not the case. It has been over a year since i have seen family. And now to know i am not even welcome back there, it is hard. And people wonder why i left in the first place.

But i am excited about moving back there, not for family reasons though. So, please Pray for me to figure something out once i arrive there. I can stay at my dads for a week, maybe less. People say "When times are bad, family sticks together". Not in my case. Not my family. Most of them know i may be a BL, so that does not help either.

I need your prayers. Thank You.

Nash