That might sound girly, but it's true. I've never been a loved boy myself but I do get the feeling. The only man in my life I have this proper type of affection with is my father. It's not because of blood that I love him, but it's thanks to blood that we have the intimacy we do. I can easily imagine feeling comfortable with an older man. I feel great on forums like this mainly because of people's experience and wisdom. But I also feel like because I love boys that I'd like to be loved myself. It's a weird complex... but far away from anything 'mainstream gay'.

But usually I just like older people if they're a fountain of knowledge =)

I believe that Satan is the path of sin. That's really all. The sharpened sense of ego. Satan is used to describe people, the adversary, the enemy of God. And Satan changes according to the ages. Satan is in effect yourself. It is your own sharpened sense of ego that leaves us seperated from God. However, the ego is not to be destroyed. Instead, a balance must be found to lessen the grip of the ego.

What I can't stress enough is that we NEED Satan. It's a part of God's plan. I don't believe that it was all some big accident and God's perfect angel Lucifer just MALFUNCTIONED! Satan is simply a result of the spiritual shift which humanity had to endure before our consciousness energy can spread to the spirit, but as egos we can still be individual and have free will (by free will I mean the authority the ego has of changing itself in it's own reflection, not that we can act outside cause and effect).