This is gonna be short becaus my brother's going to trash my room in a second. I always get worried about my spiritual journey, whether I'm going the right way or not. Specific problems I will eventually introduce but I'm only stuck with one thing. How, if I just don't want to think anymore, can I just chill out and stay calm inside? How can I feel that security of God you're supposed to get through faith? I am totally new to praying and all I've ever experienced during prayer is 15 seconds of relaxation. I've never got that feeling back.

I hope you don't mind me treating you lot as my sort of tutors... but I feel like I need to. And I'm sure you lot won't mind.

Thanksidoodles. =)