Still at school, doing A-levels for another year. British. There's actually this guy moving up to sixth form year who's 16 but he looks so boyish (and I reckon I could get on with him really easily). = ) That's nice. And on the other end of the spectrum there is one girl in my year I'm quite fond of. I hate choice. I don't care.

I realised I was a boylover in August last year. I am emotionally and sexually attracted to younger boys. Between 8 - 14 usually. I love getting that off my chest.

As for older life

1) Not having kids, only adopting, never have kids, selfish, pollutant, immoral, no-no, but you don't want to hear about this taboo unthinkable so let's drop it.

2) I want to be an anthropologist. Or something in that area. Human psyche, social systems, human history etc. etc. I'd probably have to travel a bit though, need a bit of £££.

3) I want to help the world and the human race. That is key instinct.

Now I am free from the fear I had to endure, I love thinking freely about spiritual things. Jesus is an inspiring figure and whereas I don't think he was any more of a 'son of God' than we are, there was definitely something special about that gut. He knew God.

I feel right comfortable around other boylovers. It makes me feel bretherenated =)

And I just thought, you know, I'd love to be able to discuss things like this with them without having to answer to this 'Jesus is Satan' bullshit.

I got scared of Christians. I got quite scared and I didn't want to be around them. But I have met a few special people since then who have changed my mind. The true beauty of Christ is hidden behind the mask that the fast-food theology industry put on.

I love you guys and this might sound sissy but I hope we can treat each other like family. I like those relationships with people.