A different thing is e.g. going to nudist beaches just to watch naked people (or boys).

Well, I've gotta say, I have been giving some thought lately to going to a nudist resort (or beach), if I can find one in my area. The thing is, I can honestly say that the desire to see naked boys is only a small part of why I am considering this. Primarily, my desire is to simply become comfortable being nude around other people. I grew up with such a sense of body shame, that I have never been able to be naked around others without feeling extremely uncomfortable. [In fact, I have rarely had the opportunity.]

Lately I have been going to the local public pool, partly to swim, but also, partly, to become a bit more comfortable about changing/showering around other guys. It's getting a bit easier, but I still feel awkward -- in part because, I think, others feel awkward, too. [Some guys change with a towel wrapped around their waist ... in the men's changing room! What's up with that?!] So, in a sense, the changing room at the pool hasn't really provided the level of freedom I have been hoping for, because it's almost not acceptable to be "too nude for too long", if that makes sense.

One more thing, as to my reasons: I am starting to think -- based on some things I read on a Christian naturist forum -- that, if I can become comfortable being nude around others, in a non-sexual context, that it will, in a way, help to take away some of my mind's fascination with male (boy) nudity. If, somehow, that link can be broken in my mind, maybe the desire to look at pictures will become less, too.

Thoughts guys? I'd really appreciate any feedback you can offer.

Blessings,
Rainboy