There is a thin-line between feelings of lust & desire and what we think &
feel;-& finding ways & words to express and deal with them I some times find myself, wondering why are we so tested or put on trial by them?

In the Bible, James,1:12-15 says that "Each one is tried by being drawn out and enticed by his own desire.-"

Then it gos on to say that when it has become fertile, it gives birth to sin; -In turn Sin, when it has been accomplished, brings death.

Am I then;, to think that my feelings in my heart, is where the problem is?
And if so; can I make a bad heart, good? If not; then I feel I must pray as did David, that God create in me "A new heart."

For this I know, that in my heart I love boys, and do not wish to lust after them;- But in my thinking, I often wonder what would I do, if I keep
looking at them as some look more like girls, soft skin and tender, and I seeming to have more fun with them, as I did girls, when I was a boy.

As I knew then, sex play with girls was a no no, but now, sex play with boys, is like a no, no. This part of their body is a forbidden zone. And
like Adam and Eve, we are being told that there is a Law that must be obeyed regarding any kind of sex play between Adults and kids.

Out of this dilemma came my post on Lust & Nudity.
It seems to me now, that it all began with the Tree
that was in the Garden. And then with a man's nakedness.