I've known I was a bl for as long as I can remember.
My relationships with my yfs haven't really changed since becoming connected to the online community.

But

Huge leaps in self awareness and understand have happend for me in terms of how I view myself and what I expect of myself. I had some many preconceived ideas about how I became a BL and what to do about it that have radically changed speaking to other BLs and hearing their stories.

Best of all I don't feel so alone. I don't feel like I'm the only one who is trying to love boys without sexing them. In fact it's quite common (even among non-christians).

Blessings
Cat.