Now you have made me think of who I am. not so much by what I do or have done, but how I think and feel about boys and young men.

Others cannot see into my mind and heart, and sometimes, I feel that maybe they can.

This then becomes the problem, as I can control what I do, but not what I think and feel.- That is to say; When around those I have feelings for, I often try not to show it, if I think such behavior may lead to what others see as boy love or such feelings.

This is all new to me, as I never thought it to be against the Law to have such thoughts and/or feelings.

Stlf-awareness of what I do at such times is now on my mind now, and that is why I think this is such a good thing for us to consider, and thanks for
pointing it out.