I have not been through a program like this but I know a whole bunch of people who have. They have had varying experiences because these programs are not uniform everywhere you go and some of them have been through these programs up to 15yrs ago.

You know honestly I think they did exactly what they wanted with you, it worked. They want to use psychology to keep us away from kids and making you feel uncomfortable around them to the extent that they are seen as 'the enemy' would do that. they don't care that you suffer adverse affects that negatively impact you, they won.

Sorry but that's what it looks like.

I know people who don't seem to suffer any long term affects but were messed up for years after, one due to chemical castration which can have bad lifelong affects. Someone I am close to who has been through 'treatment' more recently is not doing well right now either but he won't talk about it much.

These treatments do not make pedos not attracted to minors and give them more issues than they might have had before which will not help anyone. Honest intelligent caring mental health professionals would agree with me.