I am starting to think that there aren't any real pedophiles in this forum and everyone here are just people afraid of their desires and need something to hide behind and sooth their conscience. This place is not becoming the place I thought I could come to meet people who are like me and are not ashamed of who they are.

Frankly clolibre, I find this statement offensive.
I would think that most of the guys here accept that we are pedophiles. To tell us we are not "real" because we don't believe that embracing our pedophilia equals embracing and advocating actual adult/child sex is a mockery to the daily struggle we face as pedophiles trying to live as best we can in this world.
I for one am not afriad of my desires. I resent the suggestion when it is based on so narrow a supposition.
I don't need this forum as something to hide behind nor to sooth my conscience (which is doing just fine thank you for asking). CBLF is a support forum for me and in that respect it is a marvelous help and blessing to my life. I have some fantasitc friends here and I have deep respect for all the posters and the way in which they seek to live God honouring lives.
I am not ashamed of who I am or who WE are as a community here.

I have a few more posts I want to share this week and then I may sign off for good until I find some place where there are people like me.
I welcome your posting here and your freedom to express your views... but if you are looking for supporters in advocating adult/child sex... then you will find a lot of opposition to that amongst many of the posters here.

Blessings
Cat.