Christian BoyLove Forum #56828
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Praise God for your web site. I have been a Christian most of my life. I gave my heart to the Lord as a teenager at a Billy Graham convention in my home town. I readily admit that my walk with God has been tried and tested numerous times over the years due to my physical attraction to boys. For many years I felt so alone, and because of the lack of fellowship from other Christian BLs, I often doubted my feelings and desires. I found BL.net and that has been a tremendous blessing, but that site does not address the spiritual side of life, nor does it offer fellowship with boylovers who are themselves Christian. I worked through the doubt and confusion and finally came to the realization that my desires compliment who I am as a Christian, because they are created and inspired by my Creator. He is not only the Architect of my salvation, but also the Architect of my sexuality. I appproach boylove from a different perspective than most, for I was introduced to adult/child (man-boy) love when I was 13. Yes, I was the "child" in the relationship. A middle school teacher was my adult lover. It was one of the most wonderful and enjoyable experiences of my life. Not once did I ever feel manipulated, or molested, or abused. He was always considerate of my feelings and never forced me into any sexual activity I felt uncomfortable with.....although I cannot think of any activity I was uncomfortable with. It was a willing and consensual relationship and it brought us both great joy and fulfillment. I will return to your site often and look forward to joining in on many topics of interest. |