Hey Blaze,

Thank you for the encouraging words. Things do become different when people know this about you, believe me. Oh they might not always show it but you can tell that they always have this thing going on in the back of thier minds whenever you talk to them. Or maybe you just THINK you see this, but either way it is enough to drive you nuts. Sometimes I really do question my own sanity. But God is always with me and I trust that He will keep me safe and sane. It's just that sometimes it can be a little overwelming. Thanks for your reply.

Chris