As I begin this day having you all on my mind and heart, I ask myself why do I feel that I too am a BL? And I feel that it is out of the kind of love & trust I feel they seem to have for me. Like God and Christ who also
have such love for me, it helps me to want to have such love in return for myself. You see, I had come to hate myself because of the bad desires of my heart, the lost of innocence & youthfulness & chasteness, that I see in them.

I feel I have such affection for how God has made us from our youth up so that just seeing us from the day we are born there is a great desire to love, hold and protect us as little boys who will one day be men.

Then I think of how Paul said there is a Conflict between the mind and the flesh and the spirit and the Law and I think of how wonderful life must be
for our dear little ones who are not yet mindful of these things.

I love them, not only for what they are, but for what I am when I am with them. Like the times I spend with my grand children as we laugh and play and talk of the fun things that I use to do so long ago.

I fear the day when I or anyone will not be able to do this, When because of the harm a few have done, many who have not done such harm will loose
such good and happy times that can be had with our little ones.

Seeking to over come such fear, I wanted to know the freedom of expression
about Boy Love that has become a problem as it seems to imply lust rather
than love as a motivation for BL or SSA= same-sex-attraction.

I fear that the problem is more about the love of sex, than that of kids; and for me sex and kids are loved for two different reasons: Kids, for who they are, and Sex for what it is. No one who truly love them would want to do any kind of sexual, physical or emotional harm to them.

Do you agree?

Justine75