Respectfully Bigcalv

I don't think your situation is impossible and neither do I think that they only solution for it is healing. Nothing wrong with asking for healing... but what are you wanting to get healed from? Do you want God to take your attraction and lust for boys away and replace it with attraction and lust for women? Would that really be a healing? or just a swaping of one fallenness for another. Do you want God to take away sexual attraction from you altogether? Frankly, I don't see God likely to give either of these options. Rather I believe that by the Spirit He will equip you with contentment, patience and self-control. So that you will be able to be master over your sinful nature and walk in love towards those whom you are in relationship with. Jesus came to give you peace brother, to recieve that we need to accept some things about ourselves. Daddy loves you just as you are. Blessings Cat.