I go to counseling once a week and see a person who specializes in same sex attraction and pedophilia along with other issues that I have from my childhood. It helps and I am working through many things that I have boxed up for years and have not dealt with. He has become more than just a counselor but a good friend. He is also a devout Christian and loves our lord Jesus Christ. This is such a blessing and an answer to prayer, as a matter of fact the Lord gave me much more than I even asked for. I am truly thankful for all of this.

I was caught up in going to a secular boylove site which was drawing me into lust and sinful thoughts. It became addictive and it started taking me further and further away from my personal relationship and walk with my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Then I found this Christian boylove site and what a blessing it has been to me. The love and support from the members and brothers in Christ has just overwhelmed me with a new joy in my heart and has gotten me back on the right road. I am truly thankful to all of you for this; it has been a life changing experience. I am really blessed to be able to be a part of such a loving group of people.

Many people in my family now know about me being a boylover because of my wife. All of them have accepted me and love me anyway, they have not changed the way they treat me and trust me with their kids even when I am alone with them. They have all told me that they know in their hearts that I would never do anything bad and in no way would I hurt a child. As a matter of fact it has brought us even closer to each other. What a blessing this has been as well.

The Lord has been so good to me and has given me so much in the way of support and fellowship as a boylover; He has opened doors I thought would never open. What a great GOD we serve and how truly thankful I am for all that he has done in my life these last few years. I am just counting my blessings, and yes I still have hardships in my life but compared to a couple of years ago when I thought there was no hope left and had almost given up the Lord didn’t. Thank you Jesus!!

And much thanks to all of you as well for caring and accepting me for who I am. Challenging me when needed and putting up with me when I overreact.
You guys are such a wonderful blessing!!

With much love in Christ

Blaze