"There are legitimate releases for our loving feelings towards boys, but I tend to doubt there will ever be a legitimate release for our sexual feelings towards them."

What are we meant to do with the sexual feelings?

Does God expect us to ever just suppress them?
Never Masturbate?
Live a life of constantly battling every thought that could lead us to some kind of sexual arousal?
Look the other way every time we see a good looking boy?
When the pressure is on and the hormones are buzzing in our bodies and we've been abstaining so long that we feel like just the pressure of our jeans on our crotch is going to make us orgasm any moment... are we supposed to just take a cold shower or try and distract ourselves with some other activity.
Or maybe through prayer and fasting God will spiritually castrate me and I won't have sexy feelings any more?
Perhaps the answer is, if we can't contain our sexual feelings we should get married to a woman and keep sex between ourselves and her like all the straight guys are trying to do... oh but... err... are we allowed to think about boys while we're bonking our wives (if we are not attracted to them)?

If there are no other options I'll just have to cry "lost in my sin!" and trust that God will extend grace to me those times I do give in to a wank here and there.... and here... and there... and here... and errr... sorry God.

Or maybe... there is legitimate way? Maybe God is ok with us tugging. If only it wasn't for that Scripture that says... oh wait!... tugging isn't mentioned in Scripture.

Blessings
Cat.