Tonight I have been going over my email... and looking over this forum... thinking about all you guys that I've met through this place and the chats we've had... the correspondance... the support... the good times and the trials.

I now have friends all over the world... I never would have seen that in my future several years ago.

Many of you I've come to know quite well off board and I love you very much... what a blessing that is!

Many of you have shared your personal stories with me... your loves...struggles... dissapointments... hopes... fears... and the wives and boys you love or have loved.... my gosh! Going over my email tonight overwhelmed me with how much trust has been sent my way in your honesty and sharing and I thank you for it.

I can remember a few years ago feeling so ALONE and so ASHAMED of myself... now, today, I can stand up and say I'm PROUD to be a BOYLOVER amongst my fellow boylovers in this place. What a great crop of brothers you all are! What a blessing in my life! Thank God for you all.

I'm proud of what we are doing here... what we stand for... what we are seeking ... to genuinely love boys in a godly manner... to live a life pleasing to God ...and to help each other along the difficult road of pedophillia.

GODBLESS YOU ALL SO VERY VERY MUCH!
Your brother in Christ
Cat.