Hey Cat,

I've been listening to that speaker, by the way. I started last night. Excellent stuff..."what is a human being?". Very interesting. I will be emailing you about it soon.

But to get back to your post...

For me it's much better to rent a movie (a LEGAL, non-pornographic movie) and enjoy the boy(s) in it than to sit around and go nuts because I have this need to be around them. I totally agree with Dakota about that, we have this big need to just be around boys and it's a lot more than just something sexual. We love them and love being around them. Or even simply just being able to observe them, especially when they are just being themselves; just being boys. For me, the best find is when a movie can show boys just being boys. Like that wonderful movie, "Son of Rambow". That's an excellent example, I think. Or maybe "Lord of the Flies", either the first (and arguably the best) or the more recent one. And there are others. Oh yes, it's definately boy-watching at it's finest, I think. It's safe, it's legal, and it's fun because you can watch your favorite parts over and over again. It's ideal for someone like myself who has a very hard time being around boys in real life.

Like you, I can be just overwelmed by the beauty of God's creation. But I will always respect it. I've learned to respect it. It only takes one time out on the lake in a boat fishing, then getting caught in a sudden storm, to teach a person how important it is to respect God's creation. Likewise, this respect should be applied to all of His creation, including some of the most precious...young children and young boys. I think its our responsability to respect them in every way, including how we watch them. continually undressing them in your mind dosen't show them respect, right? But to just watch and observe them and love what you see because it's so wonderful and beautiful, what can be wrong with that? It's a great thing, I think.

Thanks Cat...for everything..you know what I mean.

With Love,
Chris