All the voices
Submitted by Youth?? on 2008-10-8 20:07:56, Wednesday
In reply to ...the dark side... submitted by Youth?? on 2008-10-8 02:38:13, Wednesday
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And no im not insane, but all the voiced opinions of people bouncing back and fourth in my head. It's like God won't give me an idea, or any direction. If God came down here and said, "Hey you, not that way this way, yes, this way, go this way and I will bless you, if you go this way, you are following me", I'd go where he tells me too. It's just now I have a huge fork and it seems like EVERYONE accept God himself is saying something. I am getting caught up in some bad habits that I would drop if GOD would just TELL ME SOMETHING. Okay, so my priorities are out of place, but I would get serious about following Jesus if He would get serious about taking care of me. I mean, people say "Well, if you don't believe, he won't deliver." That's so stupid, since when does MY faith in God limit his power? I KNOW WHO GOD IS, and if I just quit caring now, I would still go to heaven. I just don't want to get in by the hair of my chinny chin chin (acknowledging we can't earn our way in anyway) ALL I WANT, is some direction. If God told me, "Yeah, your gay, so deal with it". I would. I have my good friend who has known me my whole life tell me he doesn't think being gay is who I am. So I have all these conflicting voices stuck in my head. |
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