When Marc thought of Paranoid it reminded me of a movie call "Freeze frame". Also, I do actually suffer from irrational paranoia. I always wear thick clothing and cover up every part of my body except my face because I fear of being judged by the way I look. I hate my arms and legs and I especially hate it when people touch me. I'd rather die of heat stroke than take off my sweaters. It's pretty pathetic but I can't help myself. Right now I am panicking becasue all of my sweater are dirty and I have school tomorrow.

There certaintly is more to being a boylover than I had previously thought. I don't know what it is but you sound more like one of my teachers than a Boylover. That would be a hoot. How long have you known that you were a Boylover? Also, I've always wanted to ask this to someone random, Say someone with Short-term memory loss was raped. Would it matter?