Hey Mag,

A good question! The course looks a lot at the genesis of distorted sexualities, from both Biblical and psychosocial perspectives. But it doesn't directly address the paraphilias, of which pedophilia is a type, very much. However you'll gain a lot of info about how a lot of you feelings developed, especially in terms of your spiritual state at various stages of your life. It was originally geared at same-sex attracted adults, but I think your & my attraction, as Cat reflected to me once from his therapist, is more of an adult attraction inasmuch as any adult, be they gay or straight is attracted more often to the younger, purer, unsullied, physically beautiful, young-in-the-bud post-pubertal person. Whereas being attracted to pre-pubertal children is a very different psychodynamic and also very different (and more complex) in its causal factors.

I did say "I don't know that they will really be very well-versed in addressing major queries you may have in relation to boylove, in any detailed way." Note especially the words MAJOR and DETAILED.

I pray that the insights you gain will build on what you have already discovered in terms of your ball-crushing fixation, and above all that they will bring you closer to Jesus in day-to-life, and even more valuable to Him as a support for others in pain.