Are people so stupid they actually think we chose this???

Yes.

yet despite the fact that I am none of the above , I am still considered by them to be a worse person in society than them! why???????

Because some people need someone to hate.

I had so much faith in this world that logic would over rule over anything but I was so wrong and this world does not make any sense what so ever to me anymore

Welcome to the club.

I dont feel safe living in a world with ignorant, stupid MORONS!! I hate them all!!

Hate doesn't hurt them, it only hurts you.

%99 of society probly think pedophile is a name for a child molestor

Yup.

All those asholes in other Boy chat forums talkin dirty about kids need to get locked up and have their heads knocked in to a brick wall until they get some common sense into them, they need to be labbeled "Child Molestors" for verbally abusing (by talking dirty) and physically abusing kids

Well, talking is not molesting. And doing what you suggest is as bad as what others want to do to us merely for our attractions.

I feel like I have to live a whole lifetime in secrecy and lies and feeling ashamed,

You don't have to feel ashamed.

I thought this world was supposed to make some sense but how can all this be real when it makes absoulutely no sense!?!

Welcome to the real world.

Dakota