Christian BoyLove Forum #54770
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I know talking about this isnt going to change anything but Im furious and boiling with anger and hatred inside at society and the way they perceive people who were born with attractions beyond their control to younger people. Are people so stupid they actually think we chose this???
The whole concept of being outcasted over something like this totally confuses me, because I know im not a bad person and what makes me even more mad is the fact that some of these people who would judge and hate me are cheaters, liers, dishonest, gamblers, unfaithful, rude, greedy, stealing,selfish, inhumane, hurtful, unsympathetic low lifes and yet despite the fact that I am none of the above , I am still considered by them to be a worse person in society than them! why??????? all because I was born with emotions of appreciation and love towards younger people. I had so much faith in this world that logic would over rule over anything but I was so wrong and this world does not make any sense what so ever to me anymore , I dont feel safe living in a world with ignorant, stupid MORONS!! I hate them all!! I feel like Im stuck in some alternative reality in the dark ages where they used to burn people with red hair as witches on the stake! and now they wouldnt hesitate to burn me for just for having emotions !!I hate this world and I hate the people in it for making me feel so unaacepted, I dont want to exist in a world where feeling love is a crime ?? Usually when something is unfair or not right in society I can solve it by fighting for my rights and for justice, but how can I even begin to solve this mess, I cant bring the whole world to justice for being so ignorant and discriminating against me !! There are assholes who posted on the feedback stumbleupon forums in regards to this cblf with comments like this... "SchreiberBike This is really weird. It appears to be a support group for Christian men who find boys to be sexually appealing. Or maybe it's a hoax. We can hope it's a hoax. " Why the hell is that stupid fkn excuse for a human finding it so difficult to grasp the fact that Boylovers are also people in need of support, more so than other pathetic support groups out there!! I blame pedophiles for this who have abused and molested children for causing such confusion and hatred for every BL out there. I dont want want to be associated with them, I hate them and resent the word pedophile, %99 of society probly think pedophile is a name for a child molestor. All those asholes in other Boy chat forums talkin dirty about kids need to get locked up and have their heads knocked in to a brick wall until they get some common sense into them, they need to be labbeled "Child Molestors" for verbally abusing (by talking dirty) and physically abusing kids. And everyone else who dosent fall into that category should be "Boylovers" because those who truly have an appreciation for younger folks would never hurt them. I want society to be able differentiate between the two. I refuse to be labelled the same as those lowlife vile pyschotic creatures and it tears me up inside that I cant let this be known to society. Its like a nightmare in the fact that its so surreal because in real life discrimination to this extent shouldnt happen where I feel like I have to live a whole lifetime in secrecy and lies and feeling ashamed, like im doing something wrong when Im not. I thought this world was supposed to make some sense but how can all this be real when it makes absoulutely no sense!?! |