do you love your parents the same way you did when you were 3? 6? 10?
love, friendships, relationships, all change. doesn't matter how old you are. how many lifelong friends or partners do most people have?

believe me i would like to tell my closest little buddies but they wouldnt understand. honesty and trust for me is one of the most intimate things you can do.

and yes it is just purely a friendship. hugging and kissing is a form of affection that small children do. they dont stop doing it because they think it's abusive, they stop because in our society it's gay for guys to do that.

i am always well aware of my intentions. yes i would like nothing more than for the boy i love to be with me forever in a romantic way. realistically i am happy with a friendship that im hoping will be lifelong and dont read into their acts as anything more than what it is.