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I feel fine with myself as a boylover, for the most part. It wasn't always that way. But it does still depress me sometimes when I feel myself forming a crush on a boy. It still happens from time to time. I don't act on it, of course. But it bothers me when my boyloverness, (if that's a word), shows it's unhealthy side. Lust is also a problem, but that is generally a problem for all Christians. Mine just happens to be with boys. So I consider the lust to be something common to man and every man has to deal with. But when I start falling in love with a certain boy, I see that as something that is screwed up in my head and is not common to all men. Sexual desire is something God put in everyone. But when the emotional side of things starts getting out of hand, that bothers me most. Dakota |