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I've read this a couple of times now and I have to say I really love it. I can relate to many of these feelings you express... the joy in their beauty. The obsession... the sense of hunger... the power of the enemy to have it consume you... the battle against it... the neglect of those that actually love you.... my gosh! Reading it made me glad that some of that struggle I've known is behind me now also... but I actually rejoiced in the passion part at the start. I thought, Yes it is like that... isn't it GREAT! Hehe...Whilst I feel so much intense passion for my yf I think I am not consumed ... rather things are in a much healthier balance for me and I can only thank God for that. I think its just amazing that we can feel such intense desire for another type of human being (ie: boys)... what a blessing if we can use it to glorify God rather than dishonour Him. Thank you for sharing this bro. Blessings Cat. ![]() |