Re: Still Fighting the Paranoia.

I agree with Dakota Chris, I think its time you spoke to your Pastor. The situation is worth bringing to his attention even if all you get out of it is some reassurance that you are welcome in the place. I think about the Scripture in Hebrews 12:14-15 "14 Make every effort to live in peace with all men and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. 15 See to it that no one misses the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many." If left undealt with this could become a root of bitterness for you or for them and the thing may grow. Best to "make the effort" towards peace and nip it in the bud. I think if you talk to your pastor he will encourage you if it needs pursuing or if you should drop it. Either way I get the feeling that its bugging you too much to just forget about it. Blessings Cat.