S= Special= A close relationship/friendship such as a son or a part of your family. I know a lot of people think that it means sexual, if you look at the history of what it was suppose to mean it was special. I have a few Yf's
but the love is more one sided I care for them much more than they care for me as with my SYF loves me like he should love or wants his father to love him. So we are much more closer in our relationship than other boys I know.

God Bless

Blaze