HI Cat,

she is ok with it although she does get jealous but she tries to understand the best that she can. She Knows that I love her and that I would never do anything wrong with him. I also do my best to make her feelings important to me. I don't think she will ever really understand those type of feelings that I have for boys but she does Know that she can not change who I am and that I cant change who I am either. Our relationship has been getting better because I really do try to put her first and that she knows I truly do have the boys best interest at heart. It is really complicated at times but we are both Christians and made the marriage vows that we must keep and work together to make things work. One thing that helps me is that she does not push the having sex, everything else I can do and maybe one day that may start to happen again also. But yes she does get jealous and I can not blame her for that!

God Bless

Blaze