Hi there, I grew up with the church so I know about Jesus and the Bible however when I grew up I started to believe in other things. I have the utmost of respect for Christians but it isn't for me. I believe there is a creator and I believe in universal forces and karma. Is it only Christians that post here?

I'm [edit] now and have been attracted to boys from my earliest memories. As a preteen myself I remember being attracted to other boys the same age. But as I grew older my attractions stayed with those preteen boys.

I don't think that it has caused many problems in my everyday life. I don't try and befriend boys and have never done anything inappropriate with them. I just like to chat to other boylovers to share understanding. I know it can get bad if I try to ignore these feelings and block them out. It comes back bigger and badder. So I have now accepted that yes I am attracted to boys and that won't change.

I am gay and have had relationships with guys my own age but I never tell them. I fear they would leave as soon as they knew I was attracted to boys.

I would really like to be in a relationship with someone my age who is also a boylover. It wouldn't be the only reason we are together, there has to be a chemistry and share other similar interests. I just crave the understanding and the love of another man.

If you have similar feelings please post or send me an email direct.

[Be careful about giving away personal information here. Emailing is good, requesting contact with people with the purpose of meeting them in your first post will make people be concerned, take some time to get to know people here before you worry about meeting them.]