Yes I believe this also and live this way!! I have not been healed sexually yet!! But I also still will not give up hope and I am going to keep working towards this. This is not a double talk or anything like that. I just will not accept that I can not be healed sexually and am going to search out that healing till the day I die! If people think I am crazy for thinking this way so be it. I hope this makes sense to you and I in no way meant to condemn you for the way that you live, that would make me such a hypocrite which I am not! You need to do what you need to to keep your sanity! Being a boylover is not an easy life especially being a Christian!! I love you in Christ and hope the best for your life and I will continue to pray for you and your family.

God Bless

Blaze