I am still waiting for the "never have been loved" part. I am but a few here who have never been loved by another person, outside of mom of course. A lot of us live simple, lonely lives, i speak for myself. Go to work, go home, that's it. It sounds depressing, and it is in a lot of ways. Only boys i know are at work, i do not have a YF here. But i would love to have a YF in my miserable life, even if it meant i will be hurt and thrown aside in the future. Living that "now" with a YF would be the greatest feeling in the world! To have somebody to love, to care for, to show emotion, to show love, show caring, show happiness. My off work time would be devoted to him.

But here i sit in my four walls, lonely, bored, and alone.Only thing i can do is go online, where my friends are, but none in real life where i live. So be it, it is my destiny.
Nash