I Know I am still scared, I live one day at a time. So many times I just want to walk away and leave, what keeps me from doing so are the vows I made to her and the Lord. If you stay I can tell you the road will be tough, it will not be an easy task!!! But she has to work this out with the Lord for she has made the same vows!! She is responsible to be there for you and help you with this. I have lived through the bitterness and resentfulness and it sucks, we both have had to work through those feelings. I don't know what is right for you so all I can say is do as the Lord leads you to do live his will and not your own. I hate what you are going through and will continue to pray. I Know just how much this hurts and I know there are no words I can say that will change that. I pray the Lord gives you a peace in
your heart and reveals to you what to do. With much love in the name of Jesus.

God Bless

Blaze