A nice memory
Submitted by blazeofhope on 2008-04-22 03:24:20, Tuesday
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I just saw my therapist and it brings back many memories. One of which is, after I was finally taken out of a bad very bad situation I was put into foster homes. The second one I was is had a boy the same age as me. Well we hit it off right from the start I was around 11 years old and he was the same age. Within the first week I was there one night just after taking baths he was sitting on the top bunk and I was standing there talking to him and noticed he was not wearing underwear, well I couldn't help but to stare and he noticed and said do you want to do it and of course I said yes. And that was the start of a very close relationship for about a year and a half. We did everything together, played ball, road bikes, went on walks together, took baths and showered, slept in the same bed as much as we could, you could not pry us apart. We also had a full sexual relationship together as well. We where so happy together, his dad was a truck driver and his mom worked so we had a lot of alone time together. Just falling asleep in each others arms was such a great feeling, we really loved each other! This was my first real sexual relationship and the best friendship I had ever had up to this point. Well as a Christian a part of me thinks now as an adult that I should look back at the sexual part as shameful! But I don't! I look back now and see it as something that was beautiful and wonderful. I loved him so much and it hurt us so much when we had to part. What do you guys think? Are two innocent boys guilty of anything at that age? Anyway thanks for taking the time to read and respond if you do. This is one that I have not shared with my therapist yet. God Bless Blaze |
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