Re: I'm sorry!

Hi Finding, I just want to appologise for writing what I did as a reply to your reply. I didn't realise that you only have one week to be with your YF. You know, being a BL has GOT to be one of the most difficult things to be in this world. But we do have God to help us through the hard times. "L" is no longer in my life, either, but I can thank God that I have so many precious memories of our time together. I know now that it wasn't destined to be a forever thing, but it was so, so good while it lasted. Kind of like a really good meal...it won't last forever, but while you are enjoying it, it will be very good. I guess it's not fair that the heterosexual world can enjoy the kind of relationships that they do; but then, how many marraiges wind up broken nowadays? Yeah, I know that that is no consolation, but it might help to know that things just might be a little tougher for others than we might think. God has a good life with a good future for you, my friend, don't worry. This will take some time to get through, but you will make it. Just try to take it one day at a time. With Love in Christ, Chris