I was hoping to learn of a church that advocated celibacy before marriage.

Had I believed that sex before marriage was acceptable I doubt that I would have been able to give all my love to so many young boys.

The perfect life for me has been to befriend 8 - 13 yr old boys who know, or can be taught how to avoid sexual behaviour in our relationship, but need, and enjoy mentoring and plenty of physical contact that wanes at late puberty.

I have been Blessed with pedophilia for 67 years since the age of 14.

My only fantasy is that the pleasure I receive from masturbation is, or will be, experienced by my syf.