Yes. I'm *more* physically attracted to the boys (there is nothing hotter than a lean 12 y/o boy!), but you could say that my AoC goes from 9-20ish and I can see the beauty in guys 20-30. (I'm 26). Perhaps you might call me an ephebeophile. I use porn of legal but young guys to help develop the purely psychological parts of attraction for those older boys, and it seems to help. You may or may not recall that I had a bf a few years back who was (barely) 17 when I was 23. Legal where I am, technically, though we never truly "had sex" (according to Bill Clinton anyways).

God I miss him.

Letting him go, when our long distance (he lived an hour away from me) relationship began to be too difficult to really keep up properly, was the right thing to do because now he's quite happy with an even older man in a distand state. BUt it doesn't change the fact that I miss him and sometimes I fear I will never find someone.

I'm going to go be emo now, I'll bbl.
~CSL