yea I agree with CSL here. One's sexual orientation is NOT a choice. I still stand by it being genetic but I'm not totally dissuaded that it is environmental VERY EARLY in life. IF that was the case it would be sometime during infancy and very early childhood. Though I disagree with that point of view it is much more likely than it being a choice like you propose.

If that was the case I would not be a BL. I'd be a heterosexual. I've had 0 sexual encounters with boys whether when I was a boy myself or as an adult but I have had some with women. I was in denial for years and never let myself dwell on it, I dated women in high school and a little bit after that, I tried and failed. I wanted to be normal.

Now I'm ok with being a BL but even then due to society's POV it would be easier to be gay.

Godspell