Yes do get some good Christian counseling, reach out for help now before you move on. I am seeing a Christian counselor that specializes in this area and has been through much of this himself. These places are nice to come to and talk but there is nothing like a one on one in person counseling with someone who has walked down the same road and has overcome through trusting in Jesus our Lord and Savior! I don't advise trying to work it out yourself because it very seldom works and you just keep spinning your wheels. I prayed that the Lord would bring these people in my life to help me and He answered my prayers, I pray he will do the same for you as well.

God Bless