I think the whole thing is too recent. I understand how you feel, I've been there a few times myself. Believe me, you will NEVER forget your young friend; never. He is in your heart forever. And right now you don't have to worry about moving on, either. Let God meet you right where you are, ok? I know it hurts right now and it seems like there will never be an end to the hurt, but please believe me, there will. God will not allow the hurt to last forever. But don't worry about anything like trying to get over all this right now...just keep coming in here and talking to us about what is going on from day to day. We are here to listen and hopefully offer some helpful advice. Hopefully. I am praying for you, brother.

With Love,
Chris