It is your wife's decision to leave. I think that is a sin, but it is her's not yours. I continue to pray for you. I pray the grass is greener on the other side. Maybe this is your way out. You aren't breaking the bond, but I know that doesn't make it any easier. Your children will be fine. They are so resilient and can go through what we think is hard, when, probably, it's hardest on us. Your children know you love them. Just be a son, and let God the father comfort you. Keep going day by day. I know you will get through this.

Blessings,
Oliver